Dandelions on fire
Fireworks
Disorderly, beautiful
LOUD!
Lingual
I am created creative
Ultra color
Ultra organized and a little disorganized
Ultraviolet
Yes
I am ultraviolet
Light being light
And dawn being dawn
We rise to meet ourselves
My fairy, my very essence coalescing into my body in the winter in Chicago in 1975
My mom conjuring it all with every piece of her turquoise jewelry on and false eyelashes hanging on by a thread
Sweating and wailing
My birth
Brought me here to 42
Telling it to you, whoever you might be
that I’m freezing, not sweating at all in the Florida summer sun
It’s been a cold, hard world these last few years
Hurting and arthritic now
Not bending as we used to
Not like when I whisped down to greet everyone
1975
It’s there, the magic, sometimes I feel it
Bolt of blue, bolts from you
Ultraviolet
Steaming and on fire
When it took down the tree it ricocheted
Bolts exploding, shaking me even as I watched it from the glass, a conductor
Stop the show!
Where’s the conductor?
I shout back up to the sky
Send it back from whence it came
Half of it came from the ground, but I want a refund
I want to send it back
Fine, half and half, send it back up and down
Hell, if I care
It’s a hell of an attack on a good little soldier
A little girl soldier blue
Marching to the beat of a conundrum
Wondering what was
And today, losing her care in what will be
Set a goal
May it turn into shoals
And flitter into the realms of deep
Deep blue
Where it’s still
Quietest of quiets
Deepest blue
Ultramarine
Ultra weep of the deep
Exploding into ultraviolet
Copyright © 2018 Camille Elizabeth – 22 spheres ephemera
Featured art: Cloud watching with Mom by: Copyright © 2018 Camille Elizabeth – 22 spheres ephemera
Love it. Taking me back many years in my dreams. But then wasn’t it just yesterday.
In your dreams I will always be and in your heart too. Always. You’re in mine too, my cousin. Thank you for reading! There will be many more.